And the one scene that I never forgot after he mentioned when he said that that freakin psycho raped him next to the corpse of his kid who’s head he decapitated! Like that is not something you forget just because someone is different in a new life! If it were me I’d be remembering that scene every freakin time I see his face! This makes this so unrealistic tbh so I hope that their first time when he takes the ‘Jaeah’ that he actually shows how much he doesn’t want him to touch him and not just be like totally fine…
The reason why he was so traumatized when he saw the emperor because he never expect that he ever meet the emperor. It more like a surprise expression but extreme one.
If you expect him to act traumatized everytime he saw him then, he should have trouble to sleep and have panic attack right after he lived his second life because if you remember, emperor constantly in his mind and he arent traumatize at all. （￣へ￣）
I think deep down his heart, he still expect love from emperor but he refuse to accept it which is why he all fine.
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Strongly agrees!
I’m disappointed that the uke is acting all fine all of a sudden. He was clearly super traumatized in the beginning, as he should be, and he didn’t even want to be near him that he threw up. Now he lets him carry him around, lay his head on his lap, and he’s going to have a meal with him after he literally injured people over him not eating? Yeah the emperor didn’t change, the only thing that changed was that now he treats the uke with care but only the uke, not anyone else. Idc if he was like that in his other life and won’t do it in this one, he still committed murder, rape, and mentally abused the uke and that won’t just go away. I hope the uke won’t let him have his way, the emperor being all blushy pisses me off tbh