It’s more a sadist thing actually. he’s aware that those feelings are wrong and bad and that’s why he sets up his contracts and relationships the way he does. Please understand words before you use them because a “psychopath” is a mental (antisocial) disorder in which an individual manifests amoral and antisocial behavior, shows a lack of ability to love or establish meaningful personal relationships, expresses extreme egocentricity, and demonstrates a failure to learn from experience, etc. A sadist on the other hand tho is a person who derives pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from inflicting pain, humiliation, etc on others which fits him way more.
I agree with your distinction between "psychopath" and "sadist." I think that's where a lot of the mental conflict for our seme comes from. He IS quite able to feel love and affection, along with that comes guilt for wanting to hurt/sexually aroused by hurting someone he feels affection for.
Exactly. I do think he has some sort of feelings for our uke but because he realizes the uke wasn’t a masochist and didn’t enjoy the pain he was inflicting on him he felt extremely guilty that one he didn’t notice and two that he enjoyed it so much and that’s way he chose to walk away from the uke. Not because he doesn’t want to be with him but because he doesn’t think he’ll be able to control his desires and scares hurting the uke unintentionally.
Thank you for explaining! I think a lot of ppl misunderstood what happened. Even I reread some parts to understand it fully
But aren't sadist the normal people who enjoy and engage in bdsm??? Please educate me.
But it kinda freaked me out.he has both guilt and pleasure at the same time . He liked the fact that someone was driven by him to the point of killing himself. That means he liked that fact that he accepted the arranged marriage which turned his boyfriend mad.
At this rate he might do something to drive jawook emotional in order for jawook to hurt himself
Sadist come in all forms and different degrees just like how some masochist can handle different levels of pain and enjoy different levels of pain. There’s also a difference between sexual sadism and sexual sadism disorder. Sexual sadist enjoy infliction of physical or psychologic suffering (eg, humiliation, terror). But don’t do such things without the other person’s consent, people with the disorder on the other hand do such things with out the consent of others and is found in some murders and Kidnappers.
From what I understand the seme didn’t like that the guy lit himself on fire or tried off himself but he enjoyed the control he had of the guy and the pain he was able to inflict to easily. But even then he expressed and acknowledged that it made him feel like a shit human and that those thoughts weren’t okay. People that are sadist go through lots of guilt because of their kink because they understand their thoughts aren’t normal and feel bad that they want to hurt those they like and care about. The seme expressed that he doesn’t do things his bottoms don’t like and is scared that he’ll go to far and that’s why he broke it off with the uke because the uke obviously didn’t like the pain he was inflicting on him and there for it’s not an enjoyable situation for both and wasn’t good. But he also seems to have developed true feels for our uke which is causing a lot of conflict for him. He knows he can’t be in a relationship without being able to express his kink but also knows the uke isn’t an M and doesn’t want to hurt him unnecessarily.
Also I don’t think he necessarily liked the arrangement. I think he probably did do it in part to provoke his boyfriend but also I don’t think he had much of a choice either. I also don’t think he meant for it to cause such events to happen.
I don't know but he enjoyed seeing his ex on fire because of himself so mich that he got scared of himself
Like I said I don’t think enjoyed that he set himself on fire but enjoy the mental hold he had on this person and the control he held over them not the act that they did.
Okay at first I thought the seme had a bad ending in a relationship with an anxious person who can't cope with breakups, and that is why he fears to walk in on any passionate relationship. But he gets aroused when he sees people at their most vulnerable state literally BURNING THEMSELVES ALIVE because of him??? He likes the domineering conquer aspect. It's not a bdsm anymore it's note love it's a psychopath thing.
And poor UKE thinks the seme only HAS TRUST AND INTIMACY ISSUES???!!!!!!!!!!! Poor uke