I think I get what you mean. Something about some of the sex scenes feel very forced and an uncomfortable situation to be in. I mean I know how uncomfortable I would feel if I kept telling someone to stop and they didn’t, and kept doing things their own way.
The comics make it seem sexy but irl it’s a terrible practice. Once you start realising it, the sex scenes don’t seem that good anymore :(
All of my friends say that kissing really feels good and yeah i know just from reading all these smut scenes from yaoi but the saliva really gross me out. So now they're saying that I have ocd and it will surely be hard for my future partner...
Not that Im gonna get one cause yaoi seme and uke doesn't exist in real life
is this my awakening as an asexual? lately these scenes make me feel sick to my stomach eventhough the comments are swooning. i imagine being in this situation and i think i'd hate it so much it would give me a trauma. idk cuz i used to love reading smut...