I think it makes total sense to be turned on by a couple that isn't the same sexuality as the one that you most closely identify to IRL, bc in my over simplified perspective porn is porn, porn makes horniness, horniness is confusing, and I think it's okay that it's confusing and that there really isn't any need to try and decipher it lol. Like I'm a 17F w no experience excluding some... unpleasant exposure to my moms bf violently... "wrestling" her... and yet I still enjoy straight hentai and romance, altho I like yaoi/bls a little bit more cause shoujo can be cliche sometimes haha. Me IRL though? I don't think I ever want to touch an oblong shaped meat sack nor a birthing hole... OR a pooping hole, regardless or what's next to it... maybe I'm a femcel? Idk When people ask me my sexuality I just try to dodge it by making a joke about being catholic, ergo married to God... sounds funnier irl.
Lmao Mines showing too ngl, I don’t even know if this is a kink or not. I like girls, I’m a lesbian, but then ish a BIG ish I like dude’s who are submissive..I just like to break “society” law, like a dude dressing up feminine, etc.(we all get it right?) Just seeing a dude who talks about fucking girls and shit, being the top or what not, and then end up being the bottom is a turn on for me ngl. You know what imma just exit, imma just leave this here