i meaaannn, loosing your beloved big bro, then your beloved childhood friend, then your beloved little sister, while not having parents just a grandpa, while another one of your beloved childhood friend got 10 years of prison, all the while people around you keep getting hurt.... too hard on a 15 years old
put me through 1 tenth of that and i'm out.
But that's the point you just focus on the pain and forget to value the things important that are still there because you are used to them and seem constant and not important anymore until you about or lose them. You are sad that you won't have those beautiful moments with the ones who dies, around anymore but he forgot their wishes and values and the things they believe or fighted for. Yeah is understandable that not everyone have the strength to carry on.
true true true, in a way i really admire everyone in the story. having values that you created for yourself without a parent teaching them for you for exemple, and then having the courage to stand up for these values, to fight for them and maybe even dying for them. like you said i would definitely not have the strength to handle as much as they do, but it doesn't take away from the fact that they are not just dead. they left values behind, they left memories, they left hope and love :) it's just that my heart aches a lot when i think of how young the people who died were, and how young the people who are left behind are ╥﹏╥
guys. chapter 149. is emma dead? please no