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leeks July 16, 2021 4:57 am

hey im just gonna vent it all on here its almost 1 am rn its 12:54 and i think i have a fever and i feel like im dying rn in my bed and im not gonna tell my parents but i literally wrote about the people and who im thankful for all in my notes im currently crying so much right i feel like i died without doing everything i wanted to fall from a plane that was gonna be my death but i guess not im just sorry for not being the best and iust so scared to sleep right now cause i feel like i wont wake up again im just sorry for being a sucky daughter and friend i feel like i didnt open up to people and im just so sorry

Responses
    XxBitterSweetxX July 16, 2021 5:12 am

    Hey I get it u are in pain but just wait a little longer it will get better that’s something I learnt when I was very young I was so suicidal I attempted twice I failed but 2 years later things go better. I have heard a lot of stories ppl who can’t sleep and I had those days to.the feeling of worry is hard but i know u an I think u would be asleep by now cuz it’s already been 6 hours… just to let u know don’t comment non related stuff to manga cuz u can get banned ;) I hope u have a good day today

    leeks July 16, 2021 5:21 am
    Hey I get it u are in pain but just wait a little longer it will get better that’s something I learnt when I was very young I was so suicidal I attempted twice I failed but 2 years later things go better. I h... XxBitterSweetxX

    thanks that really helps lol i meant that on my country its 1 am i didnt think someone would reply and ill make sure to not post about non manga related stuff if i wake up sorry i just didnt know how to vent

    Ren July 16, 2021 5:24 am

    You should get up and take a warm shower. Stay away from really cold or really hot things (aka a lot of blankets or fans). Take some medication if you had any, Remember to stay hydrated. If you feel any worse or are still scared, wake up your parents. You’ll be okay, love. If you don’t like how you lived or acted then there’s no point in regretting because it won’t change anything. Instead, use that as a motivator to be better, do better. You’re still young, you’ve got so much left to learn, to do, to experience. It’s completely normal to feel this way (I’m not trying to undermine what you’re feeling, I just want you to know that you’re not alone.) If you ever need someone to vent to, my DMs are always open~

    leeks July 16, 2021 5:46 am
    You should get up and take a warm shower. Stay away from really cold or really hot things (aka a lot of blankets or fans). Take some medication if you had any, Remember to stay hydrated. If you feel any worse o... Ren

    okok thank you idk if im having a panic attack are not but i dont i’ll definitely will take a warm shower right moe thank you so so much

    leeks July 16, 2021 5:47 am
    okok thank you idk if im having a panic attack are not but i dont i’ll definitely will take a warm shower right moe thank you so so much leeks

    sorry i didnt mean the “i don’t” my thumbs slipped i guess

    XxBitterSweetxX July 16, 2021 6:48 am
    thanks that really helps lol i meant that on my country its 1 am i didnt think someone would reply and ill make sure to not post about non manga related stuff if i wake up sorry i just didnt know how to vent leeks

    Don’t worry if u don’t know where to get it’s best to write it down or say it out loud

    leeks July 16, 2021 2:02 pm

    thank you guys for helping i woke up and my fever is gone, idk yesterday i was overthinking so much and everything just came crashing down on me. thank you guys for helping me get through it :)

    XxBitterSweetxX July 17, 2021 4:12 am
    thank you guys for helping i woke up and my fever is gone, idk yesterday i was overthinking so much and everything just came crashing down on me. thank you guys for helping me get through it :) leeks

    OFC I would love to help and good thing ur fever is gone :)

    Ren July 17, 2021 6:06 am
    thank you guys for helping i woke up and my fever is gone, idk yesterday i was overthinking so much and everything just came crashing down on me. thank you guys for helping me get through it :) leeks

    I’m so glad you’re feeling better! Its no problem! Just know my offer is still open. If you ever find yourself wanting to vent or talk to a random person, you can always shoot me a message. Be safe and take care! ((: