i am so mad at myself. i absolutely despise r*pe and don't condone it in any way but i have so many fantasies of it happening to myself
Don't be mad at yourself, it's not uncommon! One is real and the other is fabricated and safe. Look up "consensual nonconsent".
i am so mad at myself. i absolutely despise r*pe and don't condone it in any way but i have so many fantasies of it happening to myself