
I think you're missing the point. She doesn't want to enjoy it because she knows she's going to be forced to leave and ultimately end up alone. She doesn't want to get too used to things then have to cope with having to rely only on herself again. So while she is enjoying meals and the pampered treatment, she accepts what she gets but won't seek more out for the aforementioned reasons due to the fear of not being able to adjust afterwards.

boi wtf… you sound like one of those people.. anyways. yea its true she has a lot of things but she also feels burdened because shes not used to it. also, the fact that it sounds like he’s controlling her. clea wanted to go there but he didn’t let her (i understand why) but that doesn’t excuse the fact that shes a person of her own. if she relies on him forever, she’ll never know how to actually live like a person.
Clea is irritating me. She is so focused on leaving that she can’t enjoy just being rich and married. Like for gods sake you have a beautiful husband who cares for you, unlimited wealth and good looks! ENJOY THAT SHIT!! God that’s so fucking irritating.
At least when you die you won’t die alone. Issac will be there with you.