Can someone recommend me a bl where the uke is doing self harming

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/raising_a_bat/ I would like to know some others too

cocoon of the heart

‘Fraid I don’t have many in that genre but I know of at least two that have a scene similar, although it isn’t consistent self harm.

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/royal_servant/
(Royal Servant, this one has a nice angsty scene involving that vein of topic)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/raising_a_bat/
(Raising a Bat, this also has a really really dark moment that was mega angsty)

Anyways, hope these two might be somewhat helpful!

Thanks everyone ヾ(☆▽☆)

Oh wtf, that's some suicdal shit .

Yup, it is suicidal characters.
Although typically the characters don’t full on kill themselves so it’s somewhat comforting seeing the characters suffer things people go through and get pulled out it while being happy in the end.

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_shoulder_to_cry_on/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/stigma_marloong/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hitori_to_hitori_no_3650nichi/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/utsukushii_karada/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cover_up/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hitotsu_shikanai_mono/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dark_heaven/