Question: not manga related.

One too many times. I'm not even sure how I tolerated it nor how I took it all in. My counselor tells me to not let it get to me but that's easier said than done. When I feel like I'm not wanted by my real family, I just take comfort in the fact that my friends are more family to me despite not having the same blood.

I've always took it in, cause they always say it's my fault but today I was provoked although I stayed quiet they kept going on and on so I lost it but I was the one being shouted at. Although it wasn't my fault, my mother always take my sister side.

There's five of us, same mother and father yet I always feel like I'm the rejected one cause she never ever takes my side and it hurts cause I'm her daughter too why can't she take my side even when she can clearly see that I'm not the one at fault. She just makes me feel less than my brothers and sisters.

Usually it doesn't matter who's right or who's wrong. The one who got scolded at will always be the person who got caught yelling at the other person, eventho you are not the instigator. You can ask your mother why she treated you that way in a calm and collected manner if you feel that the way she treats you is unfair.

Or later, you can always move away from your family

I did not yell she told me to stand down because I'm younger and when I asked why is she shouting at me when I'm the one being picked on she said nothing at all, like always she never justify her actions. I'm tired of this crap. I'm tired of always being seen as someone guilty. Once my brother called me to teach me something and guess what she said " don't teach her, teach your other sister instead" and I felt really bad why did she tell him not to teach me, I didn't say anything wrong I didn't even ask he wanted to teach me of his own free will yet she said no, in the end I got angry and I asked her why is it always me but she said nothing. It's just personal preference and I already accepted that I am the one she likes less.

Damn, that is not good. If i were you, i'd move out from that house.

Yh I will in a few years time. Hopefully

Same happened with me and my Twin when we were younger but it also included bitchin' from my older brother so they believed him more than us, about not cleaning, who made a mess, or how something went missing,etc... now since I am older and the only one living with my parents they can't say shit or blame me since I keep to myself and very clean and organized compared to my other siblings and instead they fight with each other for whatever goes missing or what not XD

Happened to me too. Bc I have an older brother and I feel my parents take his side for everything even when he's wrong (almost everyday) and that comes with many troubles that put me against them all the time. honestly I don't think I belong this family but the only thing that cheers me up is the thought that one day I'll be gone of this house not because I hate them but I don't feel good living like this. Just for that I continue to working hard.

Yup I feel same way too I just wish she could take my side once but I won't be seeing none of that. I love my parents but I can't keep pretending some of their actions don't hurt me.

At least things settled down for you, that's good :)

Ahaha sorry but this made me laugh. Yh it's so bad when we just get the blame although it's not our fault.