my heart is crying a river rn

omg I'm crying... my heart is breaking for Ino and Kakia. Kakia...What a man... he's willing to live in pain for the man he loves... He's not going to force Ino into immortality ... he accepts Ino's decision even though it's going to break him. "Unlike me your life will be short and in the blink of an eye, you'll become an old man and you'll leave me. Until then, I want to kiss you, tell you just how beautiful you are and watch over you and keep caring for you from the place where you rest (after he dies btw)" .... like how could I not become an emotional mess after reading that part? I can just imagine him coming to give Ino flowers and bringing a cake to his grave every year on their anniversary and taking to him as if he's still there and then leaving his heart behind with Ino to go to his empty home...alone... always alone ... ahhh I'm making myself tear up while writing this. This is absolutely heartbreaking for me but at the same time, I understand where Ino is coming from and there's nothing I can do but accept the reality just like Kakia has.