I know and it hurts so f****** bad because I feel like he wanted to move on but just couldn't cuz they spent all of their life together I feel like he just wanted to forget the times he had with the other dude (forgot his name) so he was just using him as a distraction I know this sounds mean but it might be true I don't know
fr. i don’t think it’s impossible to move on from bad relationships and love someone else, but i just dont think that was the case for him maybe if they had more time he could’ve truly moved on, but still i feel like lewis would’ve eventually forgave the first guy & would still love him bc of how long they were together
I think that no matter what if you loved someone you will always love them even just a little but i think he could move on eventually like you said if they had more time. ):
imma real w you guys and its gonna be depressing…but i don’t think he would’ve waited for him after death. i think the bottom(lewis? i don’t remember lmao) did love the doctor, but he just never stopped loving his husband. it sucks but even lewis’ final moments were of him thinking about his husband so i just don’t believe that he’d wait for the doctor even though he was a better man to him. i honestly don’t see the doctor having a happy ending you know?:(