I see it as how I dealed with my abusers. One moment you absolutely hate yourself and are terrified, the next you put up a cold wall by separating yourself from any emotion or thoughts other than what's needed for your "survival". People who do this have a warped fight or flight response so they can be strong and "fight", in social situations. Take it from me, I did it for many years!
Oh nah, no offense taken. Just offering another point of view :) it makes total sense to me how she can go so quick from one thing to the other. It was always hard to keep the wall so I broke alot of the times I thought no one could see my face. Then when I looked back up I'd be the picture of calm. It's a magic I wish no one ever had to learn
I wish we got more thought bubbles from her. One minute she’s shitting herself and then the next she’s standing confidently against her abusers- at least if there was a thought bubble that said: “compared to those demons father isn’t scary at all” then the character development could progress more smoothly. It feels too sudden as it is. I guess I’m just annoyed at the writing and portrayal.