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I get it. I guess he found the straight porn to be more romantic-? And something that fit his ideal relationship, unlike the gay porn he was watching? Maybe the gay porn he saw was just simply two guys having sex, while the straight porn was more loving-?
It’s not that he liked straight porn more and wanted to be in the girls position, it’s just that he wanted to receive the same love/attention as the girl in the porn.
Does that make sense?
Imma little confused about MC not caring for gay porn, and looking at straight porn imagining themself as the female role, but then saying he's not looking for looking feminine either... . Then proceeds to say he's not gay and that he wants to be just like typical girls in a relationship. thats okay in fact more than okay it's hecka awesome, But Japan is mostly cis hetero dominated. And ML looks masculine therefore is subject to male gender stereotypes and the such. I am assuming that ML is not male or female and is nb or genderfluid, but to my knowledge Japan doesn't really have good lgbtqa+ understanding so here I am wanting to understand this situation.