It’s a typical reincarnation isekai story. She’s from the human world who reincarnated into a novel, but she “failed” to play her role and can’t go back to the normal world like what the god told her
I mean why does she want to go back why's she so fixated on her role or is there no reason except that "God" told her so
In her first reincarnation she was probably scared. She’s in a completely new environment with essentially strangers all around her, and would want to return to familiarity as soon as possible. That’s probably why she was so desperate to listen to “god”.
Someone remind me why or what in the "real" world she wants to go back to. Why is she conflicted between jade and her past life