(uhm... I wanted to continue this story in my head so here we go ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ )
"I knew it, you were in love with me," Ryuuta noted as he slid his face in front of Obise's, mysteriously gathering all the attention of the later, obviously for a second kiss.
Until a second, then two, then three passed and neither of the two lips touched.
Obise looked at Ryuuta's eyes finding an intense curiousity and sense of control, the kind which can only come from a seme who may be appalled to play the game of romance with you... But also the kind of stare that humiliated you.
"Uh- I.. I'm sorry, I just-" Obise's face jerks to the side as if he was physically pained to be in this situation... 'And so was the case'.
"I just wanted to see you" he finished. At last, honesty appeared.
Ryuuta knew that, he knew all of that... It was odd how you could know someone's intentions and feelings without, well, knowing them as people! A sense of understanding solely built on your perceptions and beliefs.
Surely Obise was the same and had only seen what he wanted to believe to be Ryuuta.
Way to be demotivated.
Ryuuta grimaced in mixed emotions, it's not like he wasn't interested in someone who could go through such lengths for him... But that's precisely a reason to not be interested, distancing himself from Obise and telling him to dress up, Ryuuta was nowhere near ready the face of disappointement on Obise.
Crestfallen and demure, naked but hidden, doing such a bad job at hiding his inner emotions, like a call of a child, you'd wish to protect him.
"So you do hate me." Sharply biting his bitchy face, that could no longer be kept inside as came his (obise) next words "just don't kiss me if you knew"
Ryuuta could see layers of indistinguishable emotions, at one point it made him angry too but he remembered he never wanted to be as his brother, as angry as he may get, he just has to communicate correctly
"I have ... No fixed opinion on you... That means I hate how you walk right into the mouth of the wolf, I also find it cute the way you glance at me for a bit of time." -Ryuuta
"Oh," whispered Obise, doubtful until he digested the words in his mind, after that, again he was disappointed. "Then... What do you suggest for me, for us? I love you, I'm outed, what's next to hate? Indifference."
This time; crestfallen, demure and teary.
An even urgent child's call, an even bigger desire for protection, an overwhelming instinct... an obscene rationalisation and a lot of holding back.
"I am just being realistic. What do YOU suggest?" Asked the young one tightly.
Pondering, blushing, such a sweet expression. Really, a boy's mind can only be swept off his feet in front of this display of the metaphysical feminine. The power of suggestion playing hard in Ryuuta's soul, "maybe, he's not half bad? Maybe, he's ideal for me? Maybe... I like him more than I hate him?"
Pondering blushing then politely, way too politely, asking for his number "May I, please, have Ryuuta-san's phone number?"
(uhm... I wanted to continue this story in my head so here we go ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ )
"I knew it, you were in love with me," Ryuuta noted as he slid his face in front of Obise's, mysteriously gathering all the attention of the later, obviously for a second kiss.
Until a second, then two, then three passed and neither of the two lips touched.
Obise looked at Ryuuta's eyes finding an intense curiousity and sense of control, the kind which can only come from a seme who may be appalled to play the game of romance with you... But also the kind of stare that humiliated you.
"Uh- I.. I'm sorry, I just-" Obise's face jerks to the side as if he was physically pained to be in this situation... 'And so was the case'.
"I just wanted to see you" he finished. At last, honesty appeared.
Ryuuta knew that, he knew all of that... It was odd how you could know someone's intentions and feelings without, well, knowing them as people! A sense of understanding solely built on your perceptions and beliefs.
Surely Obise was the same and had only seen what he wanted to believe to be Ryuuta.
Way to be demotivated.
Ryuuta grimaced in mixed emotions, it's not like he wasn't interested in someone who could go through such lengths for him... But that's precisely a reason to not be interested, distancing himself from Obise and telling him to dress up, Ryuuta was nowhere near ready the face of disappointement on Obise.
Crestfallen and demure, naked but hidden, doing such a bad job at hiding his inner emotions, like a call of a child, you'd wish to protect him.
"So you do hate me." Sharply biting his bitchy face, that could no longer be kept inside as came his (obise) next words "just don't kiss me if you knew"
Ryuuta could see layers of indistinguishable emotions, at one point it made him angry too but he remembered he never wanted to be as his brother, as angry as he may get, he just has to communicate correctly
"I have ... No fixed opinion on you... That means I hate how you walk right into the mouth of the wolf, I also find it cute the way you glance at me for a bit of time." -Ryuuta
"Oh," whispered Obise, doubtful until he digested the words in his mind, after that, again he was disappointed. "Then... What do you suggest for me, for us? I love you, I'm outed, what's next to hate? Indifference."
This time; crestfallen, demure and teary.
An even urgent child's call, an even bigger desire for protection, an overwhelming instinct... an obscene rationalisation and a lot of holding back.
"I am just being realistic. What do YOU suggest?" Asked the young one tightly.
Pondering, blushing, such a sweet expression. Really, a boy's mind can only be swept off his feet in front of this display of the metaphysical feminine. The power of suggestion playing hard in Ryuuta's soul, "maybe, he's not half bad? Maybe, he's ideal for me? Maybe... I like him more than I hate him?"
Pondering blushing then politely, way too politely, asking for his number "May I, please, have Ryuuta-san's phone number?"
"... Alright"
~~~~~~~ END OF CHAPTER TWO~~~~~~~