Um

Xinxin July 7, 2021 2:49 pm

I really am bothered in a way after reading this. This is quite conflicting how the seme thinks. Like he thought his dad "never cared" that his wife died and then the seme plans to kill himself so his father will suffer. But if you think he doesn't care for you do you really think he'll suffer if you died? He'd probably be happy if you're gone- that's the thing I was thinking plus kinda disappointed that the seme thought that his father never really cared ever since their mom died- it's kinda obvious he was distracting himself from the sadness he was feeling with work. BUT the father also has a mistake for NOT talking to his son properly and rarely face his children head on, instead, he let other people- especially strangers to talk to his son which is a terrible idea.


Neways that's just my opinion lol Maybe I'm just so bothered after reading this because I had a huge fight with my dad today and it was terrible since I cried :) and he almost got into an accident. It sucks really, as much as possible I don't want to upset my parents. Now I'm just ranting here so peace out

Responses
    Gay for the Gay God January 19, 2025 5:29 pm

    Speaking as someone who has been suicidal, it's really not logical. He's having the thoughts "you don't care about me" and "it will hurt you if I die" simultaneously.