sounds familiar?

theyre childhood friends, bottom is younger and has an unrequited love towards the top, one day the bottoms dad died and for some reason (i forgot) the bottom rapes the top and after that the bottom just left, the top kept looking for the bottom but no luck, but then the top remembered the bottom saying he wanted to get in the same university as the top so he took his chance. years later the reunited and met at the campus and yeah the story goes on,
story tags; childhood friends, youngers bottom, reencounter, unrequited love
( oh and most of the story was in the top's pov )

does this sound femiliar? if does pls reply im wayy too lazy to find it, hhee <3
[ its a manga so its not colored ]
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