Hit by a car on a rainy day

I'm looking for a yaoi (for a change)

I remember only the end (if it was, maybe there were more chapters coming later but I didn't know that) because it traumatized me, it was so sad and poetic.
So, two men have finally expressed that they loved each other (or just they can finally be together), and they slept together, and just after, the seme I think, go to the fridge or propose to eat to the uke, and say there's nothing so he's gonna go buy something for them. Okay okay, the seme takes an umbrella (because it's raining or gonna rain) and gets out.
They're smiling and thinking they are blessed to finally be with each other; the uke gets up and walk in the apartment; while the seme is already away with his umbrella and crossing the road, but you hear a car coming and a screeching tires; the uke looks at the window, smiling, just looking at the skie or something; and finally, on the least frame, on the road the fell umbrella (and maybe a blood flow but it could be only my fantasies).

With this horrible end, I don't think, if you have already read it, that you can forget this yaoi (except of course me =_=")

Hope somebody can help me,
thanks in advance for your reply ヾ(☆▽☆)