What I got, was that in the human world she was satisfied with being just an "extra" and going with everyone else --but after experiencing this other world her fantasy manga world--she still remained herself and had to struggle with what she always resigned herself to--being unimportant. But the very end she had a revelation that she had her own role and choices--she could control her destiny (unlike Haruka's). She realized that although the power and responsibility scared the shit out of her, that it also was really fun. And from that being fun, she saw that the ups and downs of being your own character along with the roles and responsibilities. Also that it's not about being the main character but being the best version of oneself was pretty wonderful and fun. And when the magician praised her, it was like acknowledgement for her being her own self instead of always going with the flow. I *was* hoping for some parallel of the other world and hers, like a charm or a reincarnated character or something (like Spirited Away or After School Nighmare), but I sort of understand it a bit.
I totally agree and appreciate your comment. For me, what you explained is what made this manga sooo good for me despite the bad comments and unorthodox ending. It's worth the read because of the new perspective it could give upon further analysis. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
What I got, was that in the human world she was satisfied with being just an "extra" and going with everyone else --but after experiencing this other world her fantasy manga world--she still remained herself and had to struggle with what she always resigned herself to--being unimportant. But the very end she had a revelation that she had her own role and choices--she could control her destiny (unlike Haruka's). She realized that although the power and responsibility scared the shit out of her, that it also was really fun. And from that being fun, she saw that the ups and downs of being your own character along with the roles and responsibilities. Also that it's not about being the main character but being the best version of oneself was pretty wonderful and fun. And when the magician praised her, it was like acknowledgement for her being her own self instead of always going with the flow. I *was* hoping for some parallel of the other world and hers, like a charm or a reincarnated character or something (like Spirited Away or After School Nighmare), but I sort of understand it a bit.