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Here are some
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/incidentally_living_together/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/crash_into_me/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/stigma_marloong/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_thousand_cranes/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dine_with_a_vampire/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/trap_city/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hide_seek_leepado/
Not bl but you won't regret reading this masterpiece
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/save_me/
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https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cut/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hitori_to_hitori_no_3650nichi/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/rift_conro/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/running_on_empty/
Not technically a bl but it’s very good
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shimanami_tasogare/
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the mc is kinda suicidal n smth happens later on bcuz of that, so he is saved by someone too idk if that's what ur looking for but yeah
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/raising_a_bat/
Looking for something that is....bl
Sad, suicidal, or abuse or whatever
Basically a depressed main character that's saved by someone :)