I relate a lot with the brother right now. For me my happiest moments where with my friends that I had to leave behind when I moved to another country. I also always keep thinking that I'll be able to handle being alone because that's just how my life was before I met them. But now I understand that it's because I met them that it hurts so much to be without them. Every time I think about them I start crying and wishing that I could just go see them again.
For anyone that's worried, I won't commit suicide as I have a will to live.
I relate a lot with the brother right now. For me my happiest moments where with my friends that I had to leave behind when I moved to another country. I also always keep thinking that I'll be able to handle being alone because that's just how my life was before I met them. But now I understand that it's because I met them that it hurts so much to be without them. Every time I think about them I start crying and wishing that I could just go see them again.
For anyone that's worried, I won't commit suicide as I have a will to live.