My short thoughts

ZelAn June 23, 2021 7:52 am

THE MAIN STORY:

What in the fuck? Neither of them changed even after two years, then again everyone is different and knowing the Uke, he probably didn’t try to change to make an improvement so it makes sense he’s still like the way he was before the 2 year time skip.

If a person never tries to change, you shouldn’t expect things to change naturally. You are the host and it’s your life, your choices, never wait for someone to come and say: “Damn you seem to be in need of help, want a hand?”. Just a bit of an exaggeration.

And I’m not saying getting help is bad because we all know we need help right? Especially therapy because we can’t do it ourselves and we can’t understand ourselves, other helps, etc.

The seme didn’t change much either, he still loves the Uke. That’s some strong feeling right there. He is still desperate for uke’s love and I wish I could’ve seen a development where he learned to let go. Though I can’t be the one to say because I don’t have the feeling the seme feels.

And if he really had that development to let go and move on, I know many of you want the Uke to chase after the seme but isn’t that just what the seme is doing and you don’t like it but want that to happen with Uke?

I get some of you are frustrated and I agree that I also want Uke to chase after seme but not that “chase”, I want communication and an apology, an explanation for why he did what he did and know if Uke actually loves the seme or not.

I’m proud of the Uke for explaining towards the end though. Fuck I have ehh memory, I think he did explain it towards the end before the one shot story.

And honestly? The seme is too good for the Uke. It’s shitty that the Uke went through that, it still won’t excuse his behavior towards his childhood friend (seme) but what I’m mostly frustrated about currently is how the seme kept going after the Uke.

Honestly the Uke should’ve done something any day before the seme. The seme, once again, is too good. This isn’t my type of fav trope so I am a bit err not good with this I guess, but I still read it regardless.

The Uke should get help (therapy) first maybe? I wonder if he has trauma? I can tell he has some issues, like not communicating and running away, possible sex addiction(?) well maybe not sex addiction, more like wanting someone by his side and having trust issues.

The person I hate the most here is the pedo and mother, and you all should know why. No mother should ever make your child dress the opposite gender using your “affection” or whatever, the Uke obviously looked uncomfortable. All I gotta say for the pedo is you fucked up, and I hope the pedo rot in jail or even better, face a huge misfortune costing his most precious and dominant limb; his dick.

Seme, once again, frustrated me. I guess to me sometimes true love can annoy the shit out of me. We can’t define love (comes in all forms; be it toxic or not toxic) but we can define some things within love.

The main thing I love about the seme is his communication. That is crucial in a relationship.
Seme love the Uke for many years and honestly it felt one sided even after the ending. If you pay attention closely and analyze their behaviors/dialogues/expressions (main importance), you can tell how vague and hollow the “make up and be together” was. It felt like the Uke accepted only because he wanted someone by his side while the seme truly love the Uke no matter what, even after knowing he’s hurt your feelings and made you insecure and never explaining to you why.

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THE ONESHOT STORY:

I don’t get the hype. This one isn’t all that good but if you compare it to the main story, it’s more fluffy and a bit better. Much less angst too and no problems being dragged on for the plot, I guess this is another reason why I love one shots / short stories.

Something that bothered me is how a person can fall in love quickly after being complimented about your passion but hey! It’s just my opinion, no hard feelings! This is fiction after all but I like to be realistic a lot hehe, I mean then again in reality, people fall in love easily so this isn’t super unrealistic.

Overall the main problem for me was that.

Once again, this is just my opinion, not facts. We all think differently, no need for a debate that’ll never end until the humanity does for all we know Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

Responses
    ZelAn June 23, 2021 7:57 am

    IMPORTANT: forgot to mention; The Uke still seems very insecure towards the ending despite smiling, that’s already a bad sign. Hope he really gets help and hope seme assure him throughout the relationship to keep their bond strong and going. The Uke went through a lot.

    ZelAn June 23, 2021 7:58 am

    3) another person stated:

    “ This was so bad and for what
    Its fact that the “ex” was clearly a pedophile and a predator, which wasn’t even properly addressed as such.
    Its the way the uke treated the seme for the most part of the manga. I know he has some trauma… but that doesnt excuse treating others like shit.
    And the ending was so rushed, 6 chapters went by of the uke ignoring the seme and next thing you know they are fucking”

    Very true, it’s sad how much in BLs pedos are forgotten in the story.

    OddlyKoo༄ June 23, 2021 8:42 am

    Same I was disappointed to be honest… saku doesn’t trust him at all like to put all the people that left saku in the same category as the only person that gave you hope and that respected saku was a boy is really fucked up

    Katy June 23, 2021 5:54 pm

    The first story was absolute shit. Saku needs fucking therapy like…

    ZelAn June 23, 2021 7:25 pm
    Same I was disappointed to be honest… saku doesn’t trust him at all like to put all the people that left saku in the same category as the only person that gave you hope and that respected saku was a boy is ... OddlyKoo༄

    Exactly. I was disappointed as well. I get that he went through a lot but to have someone who waits for you for years and love you for years, I would’ve been impressed if I had someone like that. Of course I’d still have some trust issues but I’d still be able to respect and try to trust the seme.

    As I said, the seme is too good.

    ZelAn June 23, 2021 7:26 pm
    The first story was absolute shit. Saku needs fucking therapy like… Katy

    For real! He needs therapy ASAP, for his own good and for his relationship.