I had a crush like that..( dont mind me telling you my story, it’s a bother to keep it i...

I had a crush like that..( dont mind me telling you my story, it’s a bother to keep it in all the time so imma tell it here just for myself ) he first was my friend but over the years we gotten very close and he was the first to confess his feelings but he is a dude who has a crush on someone every fucking day so I refused as I didn’t wanted to lose him just because of a break up we may have someday and ruin it all yk. But then we kept gettin closer and i just tried to let myself not see things anymore but my heart freaking stabbed me from my back and fell for his dumb ass… and well it wasn’t like he had no feelings anymore so i started to make him realize that i liked him too and we were like bestfriends at that point so it’s not like was hard to show him that… things happened between us but then he kept on talking about other girls he liked around me knowing I actually liked him ( or he actually had no IQ to realize that i was into him either way he was dumb ) but well in the end it was too much for me to see him with other girls i told him how i really felt deep inside and he acted like he didn’t hear anything and got himself a girl he just met the next day and did the exactly same thing. Called me on the phone saying I should
congratulate him for getting a gfafter that i literally kicked his ass out of my life And was able to feel the oxygen going into my lungs and i was finally able to breathe. Yk that suffocation toxic people give you. Well after doing myself a favor i could finally see the truth and be free. I dont hate what happened between me and him tho. I learned so much from it and now it is just a memory. We did have our good days together as friends too. Some people are just not meant for your good heart. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I felt like telling all this here because of the resemblance i saw while reading about these two characters in this chapter. Thank you for reading and caring. Sorry if i wrote too long (￣∇￣")