Well u said it urself, he's feeling guilty although juergen raped him and handcuff him, lock him up, happy the fact that jurgen is possessive on him. Thats just his character bruh ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ he's into that stuff its like his kink kinda thing. Im not gonna say that imma fan of that either or comfortable with it, but i think a story is good when the mc have a settled personality. He's showing that kinda behaviour from the start so i dont consider that a surprise actually. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
I completely agree with you, I was just as conflicted as you were in the beginning but now it's something I've grown to accept in yoai, here, in most of the cases when a top is basically borderline rapist & possesive, it's seen as "oh he's really in love, ain't he" it's really not the right mssg, but everyone will have a different approach in this situation, our blondie didn't even fuckin mind, and that's basically how atleast 90% bottoms are in yaoi. What can we say when the blondie himself is okay with it? I just hope people read these and not take ideas.
ermmmm..first of all, why is blondie feeling guilty. yeah u lied to him but he basically raped u and handcuffed u, preventing u from going anywhere. which one is worst? second, now blondie feels loved and happy just bc s/o is being "possessive" and stays with him despite knowing that he's lying about something. did u forget what kinda situation ur in rn? third, i dont like how the author/artist is trying to make this chapter a cutesy moment :/
and before ppl come at me saying "its just fiction, its not that serious" idc weirdo