Ice and Snow can only be helplessly turned into water in the summer sun.
Door painting: Summer life
________
The season is winter.
When Hyou came home from the hospital, Setsu felt uneasy about Hyou for the first time because he thought he would be starving without him
("I don't know what's in the refrigerator, I can't even cook rice, let alone seasoning)."
Setsu is really happy with the discharge of Hyou, but Hyou can't help but get angry at the Setsu, which he used to live on (unconscious jealousy, anxiety about whether he's okay without it).
Hyou begins to run wild with Setsu because of unconscious anxiety
"Getting money from Akinari san, him taking me to dinner, and relying on aunt at the supermarket"
"Huh? I told you a lot not to accept money from Akinari, haven't I?!
Hyou hits Setsu
It's a different way of getting angry. serious cut-of
"I'm making money, aren't I?"(Shaking voice) You can't do anything without me. What are you doing? I've been in the hospital for three weeks, haven't I? You're dead."
"Hyou.. What's wrong with you...?! It's kind of weird..."
(He strangled his neck against the wall)
"Who do you think took you away from that stupid father? At that time, I could only take care of my luggage if I could run away by myself. Bring you here and move here! Who do you think earns money for school and food!? Who do you think you owe your life to?"
"Hyou... oh, Hyou..."
"I'm giving up everything about myself because of you, but you rely on others right away, don't you?"
"Huh, Hyou..."I can't breathe..."
"You're happy no matter what I do, aren't you? Then shall we die like this?"
Chills of sexual pleasure.
If I kill you like this, you won't go to anyone anymore
and mine, mine alone
I see. If I kill you like this
I think it's going to be cool
The image of his mother overlapped with Setsu with strangled eyes and death.
"I loved her so much that I wanted to kill her, or rather, I loved her so much that I could kill her" -- Natsuki
No, I don't want to understand... understand the distorted love of Mom in Dad
At the same time, I realized that I looked like a Natsuki.
Hyou let go of the coughing Setsu
"I want to kill him"
"Dad and Hyou is not the same"
"…"
"You are not the same. Hyou is Hyou."
"So what is Hyou's happiness? If Sechan's happiness is your happiness, what is Hyou's happiness?"
snow-viewing ice
remember summer life's "I love you to death"
Setsu has lived to live, but do I love Setsu so much that I want to kill him?
(I want to kill him, that's absolutely comfortable)
If I kill him, he won't go to anyone anymore.
(Out of sight of anyone, mine, mine alone)
I want to kill you.
(But what will happen to my life, which has sacrificed everything for Setsu?)
If my father's blood kills the Setsu, I'm sure I can't stand it.
What do you think I'm imitating the hateful guy for? What do you think I'm doing?
(Maybe to protect Setsu from that shitty father.)
Hyou called Akinari-san to calm down
"Akinari-san, I might kill the Setsu."
"What?! What are you talking about?"
"I mean, I almost killed him just now."
"Calm down, I'm going there now"
Akinari-san gets in the car.
"My father killed my mother. I might kill Setsu at this rate."
"What? Hyou.. Calm down... Please wait..."
"Im calm. Calm down, I'm thinking."
"..Hyou."
"Perhaps what you said was right.
"What?"
"I always say that Hyou ... is because of Se-chan, but correctly, for Se-chan. I know that Hyou keeps doing his best for Sechan."
Hyou looked back at the Setsu while calling.
"But I can't do it anymore." (whispers)
Akinari's line is cut off from Hyou.
"...Hyou? Hyou! Oh, hurry up..."
Akinari hits the steering wheel with a impatient look while being stuck at traffic jam.
When Akinari arrived at the Tsubaki family, Hyou disappeared.
"What about Hyou?"
"He didn't listen to me even if I stopped him... He went to father..."
"Natsuki's?! Why... or rather, did you almost get killed by Hyou? I'm going to do you think so?"
"...I was surprised to see such angry Hyou for the first time..."
"Is it true that Natsuki san killed Haruka san?"
"…"
"I can't believe Se-chan doesn't deny it either... because Natsuki-san means Haruka-san..."
"...My mom used to go to the hospital and stay in the hospital, but she wasn't weak at all... just because my dad hurt me. The cause of death was also considered illness, but the truth is."
recollection of Setsu
Natsuki is a psychopath, but he is the only one who love Haruka.
However, Natsuki had no confidence in loving anyone other than Haruka, even if its a child with Haruka, and he told the pregnant Haruka about it."
But Haruka gave birth to Hyou and Setsu because she believed in Natsuki (I'm sure he can love my children, too).
a retrospective memory
Late at night, the lights in the living room leaked into the dark corridor.
When junior high school student Setsu who just went in the bathroom peeped into the living room, Natsuki and Haruka were talking.
"That's why I told you so many times, right? I couldn't have loved them from the beginning. I don't care it is my child! Do you think I can love someone other than you in the same way?"
"Calm down and the children will wake up. I gave birth because I believed in you. I still believe it. It's all right, you're the only father of Hyou and Setsu."
"Even if they are related to me biologically, they look like strangers to me. Haruka, everyone but you looks just like a bug flying around."
"Why did you become a mother?"
"You made me a mother. Mother of two."
"Then if I kill them, will you be my only one? It's troublesome to kill two little boys."
"Don't...! That's not the only thing I'll never forgive."
"So why are you protecting them?What's so special about them? What's the difference between them and the others?"
"..." (crying bitterly while hugging him)
"... Oh, I see. Should I kill you?"
Then he strangled Haruka quietly
And young Setsu was watching the whole thing.
end of recollection
"...that's it..." (Is that why my father hates Natsuki? Because his sister Haruka was killed.) Don't become like Natsuki... Hyou."
----
Hyou arrived at the Tsubaki family's' house
"No matter how indifferent I am about others, I am criticized for not paying attention just because I am a family member. Neglect, child abuse, how miserable it is!I can't believe I'm treating my relatives roughly! The law also stipulates that children are obliged to receive education. Families should help each other and love each other."
"But don't you think that's strange?"I can't believe you have to be interested and cherish just because you're related by blood. Why should I treat you special just because you're related by blood? It's only natural to take care of him because he's a child made by hand? I wouldn't be able to argue with you if you said so.What if you have a sense of responsibility?"
"Then how about brothers and sisters, not parents and children? What about the sisters? Why should we get along just because we're family? There is no rule that you must protect your brother because he is an older brother. There is no rule that you have to listen quietly to your brother because he is a younger brother. Why are you accused of treating your brothers roughly? In a world where family love is only celebrated, there are people who can't love or care about their own family. Is it unusual not to love your family?"
"It is only the bondage of a great, beautifully spoken love that we must do this because we are family, and because we must do this because we must do this because we are family. Counterargument? Go ahead? No matter what you says, I can't love my family."
Chapter 5 END
Again this is machine translated so it maybe wrong. Credit to the one who posted the link
▼ 5 話
Ice and Snow can only be helplessly turned into water in the summer sun.
Door painting: Summer life
________
The season is winter.
When Hyou came home from the hospital, Setsu felt uneasy about Hyou for the first time because he thought he would be starving without him
("I don't know what's in the refrigerator, I can't even cook rice, let alone seasoning)."
Setsu is really happy with the discharge of Hyou, but Hyou can't help but get angry at the Setsu, which he used to live on (unconscious jealousy, anxiety about whether he's okay without it).
Hyou begins to run wild with Setsu because of unconscious anxiety
"Getting money from Akinari san, him taking me to dinner, and relying on aunt at the supermarket"
"Huh? I told you a lot not to accept money from Akinari, haven't I?!
Hyou hits Setsu
It's a different way of getting angry. serious cut-of
"I'm making money, aren't I?"(Shaking voice) You can't do anything without me. What are you doing? I've been in the hospital for three weeks, haven't I? You're dead."
"Hyou.. What's wrong with you...?! It's kind of weird..."
(He strangled his neck against the wall)
"Who do you think took you away from that stupid father? At that time, I could only take care of my luggage if I could run away by myself. Bring you here and move here! Who do you think earns money for school and food!? Who do you think you owe your life to?"
"Hyou... oh, Hyou..."
"I'm giving up everything about myself because of you, but you rely on others right away, don't you?"
"Huh, Hyou..."I can't breathe..."
"You're happy no matter what I do, aren't you? Then shall we die like this?"
Chills of sexual pleasure.
If I kill you like this, you won't go to anyone anymore
and mine, mine alone
I see. If I kill you like this
I think it's going to be cool
The image of his mother overlapped with Setsu with strangled eyes and death.
"I loved her so much that I wanted to kill her, or rather, I loved her so much that I could kill her" -- Natsuki
No, I don't want to understand... understand the distorted love of Mom in Dad
At the same time, I realized that I looked like a Natsuki.
Hyou let go of the coughing Setsu
"I want to kill him"
"Dad and Hyou is not the same"
"…"
"You are not the same. Hyou is Hyou."
"So what is Hyou's happiness? If Sechan's happiness is your happiness, what is Hyou's happiness?"
snow-viewing ice
remember summer life's "I love you to death"
Setsu has lived to live, but do I love Setsu so much that I want to kill him?
(I want to kill him, that's absolutely comfortable)
If I kill him, he won't go to anyone anymore.
(Out of sight of anyone, mine, mine alone)
I want to kill you.
(But what will happen to my life, which has sacrificed everything for Setsu?)
If my father's blood kills the Setsu, I'm sure I can't stand it.
What do you think I'm imitating the hateful guy for? What do you think I'm doing?
(Maybe to protect Setsu from that shitty father.)
Hyou called Akinari-san to calm down
"Akinari-san, I might kill the Setsu."
"What?! What are you talking about?"
"I mean, I almost killed him just now."
"Calm down, I'm going there now"
Akinari-san gets in the car.
"My father killed my mother. I might kill Setsu at this rate."
"What? Hyou.. Calm down... Please wait..."
"Im calm. Calm down, I'm thinking."
"..Hyou."
"Perhaps what you said was right.
"What?"
"I always say that Hyou ... is because of Se-chan, but correctly, for Se-chan. I know that Hyou keeps doing his best for Sechan."
Hyou looked back at the Setsu while calling.
"But I can't do it anymore." (whispers)
Akinari's line is cut off from Hyou.
"...Hyou? Hyou! Oh, hurry up..."
Akinari hits the steering wheel with a impatient look while being stuck at traffic jam.
When Akinari arrived at the Tsubaki family, Hyou disappeared.
"What about Hyou?"
"He didn't listen to me even if I stopped him... He went to father..."
"Natsuki's?! Why... or rather, did you almost get killed by Hyou? I'm going to do you think so?"
"...I was surprised to see such angry Hyou for the first time..."
"Is it true that Natsuki san killed Haruka san?"
"…"
"I can't believe Se-chan doesn't deny it either... because Natsuki-san means Haruka-san..."
"...My mom used to go to the hospital and stay in the hospital, but she wasn't weak at all... just because my dad hurt me. The cause of death was also considered illness, but the truth is."
recollection of Setsu
Natsuki is a psychopath, but he is the only one who love Haruka.
However, Natsuki had no confidence in loving anyone other than Haruka, even if its a child with Haruka, and he told the pregnant Haruka about it."
But Haruka gave birth to Hyou and Setsu because she believed in Natsuki (I'm sure he can love my children, too).
a retrospective memory
Late at night, the lights in the living room leaked into the dark corridor.
When junior high school student Setsu who just went in the bathroom peeped into the living room, Natsuki and Haruka were talking.
"That's why I told you so many times, right? I couldn't have loved them from the beginning. I don't care it is my child! Do you think I can love someone other than you in the same way?"
"Calm down and the children will wake up. I gave birth because I believed in you. I still believe it. It's all right, you're the only father of Hyou and Setsu."
"Even if they are related to me biologically, they look like strangers to me. Haruka, everyone but you looks just like a bug flying around."
"Why did you become a mother?"
"You made me a mother. Mother of two."
"Then if I kill them, will you be my only one? It's troublesome to kill two little boys."
"Don't...! That's not the only thing I'll never forgive."
"So why are you protecting them?What's so special about them? What's the difference between them and the others?"
"..." (crying bitterly while hugging him)
"... Oh, I see. Should I kill you?"
Then he strangled Haruka quietly
And young Setsu was watching the whole thing.
end of recollection
"...that's it..." (Is that why my father hates Natsuki? Because his sister Haruka was killed.) Don't become like Natsuki... Hyou."
----
Hyou arrived at the Tsubaki family's' house
"No matter how indifferent I am about others, I am criticized for not paying attention just because I am a family member. Neglect, child abuse, how miserable it is!I can't believe I'm treating my relatives roughly! The law also stipulates that children are obliged to receive education. Families should help each other and love each other."
"But don't you think that's strange?"I can't believe you have to be interested and cherish just because you're related by blood. Why should I treat you special just because you're related by blood? It's only natural to take care of him because he's a child made by hand? I wouldn't be able to argue with you if you said so.What if you have a sense of responsibility?"
"Then how about brothers and sisters, not parents and children? What about the sisters? Why should we get along just because we're family? There is no rule that you must protect your brother because he is an older brother. There is no rule that you have to listen quietly to your brother because he is a younger brother. Why are you accused of treating your brothers roughly? In a world where family love is only celebrated, there are people who can't love or care about their own family. Is it unusual not to love your family?"
"It is only the bondage of a great, beautifully spoken love that we must do this because we are family, and because we must do this because we must do this because we are family. Counterargument? Go ahead? No matter what you says, I can't love my family."
Chapter 5
END
Again this is machine translated so it maybe wrong. Credit to the one who posted the link