Im a bit lost. What Sophia thought to herself, the "I'll believe in you Marco, don't make ...

i don't think she is aware its "for her" but when she says she believes him she's referring to the fact he doesn't mean it when he says he loves susan now and he's got a good reason for acting as he is. considering all the shady stuff she's gone through, she might of realized there's something shady going on behind her back but she doesn't know about the situation with the drug dealer guy (i think his name was cole but i forgot) and how serious it is. she's telling him not to make her wait because their child is to be born soon. i think it might also refer to the fact as time goes by she may end up losing faith in him (because the mental stress of being treated coldly by your loved one) so he needs to get whatever he's doing finished soon before she ends up giving up again

Thanks, this story is gets me lost and confused in certain scenes so it's hard trying to understand what's going on on my own

yeah there are a lot of missing chapters around ch175 that weren't translated/uploaded and some of them are translated badly. its really bad considering how many chapters we're in so it's hard to pinpoint where there were mistakes in ch uploading. if you go through the comments i previously left a comment with the raws someone else uploaded that helped me a lot. it's kind of old though so if you go by the chapters i wrote there you might be going through some of the chapters that were uploaded here after my comment again.

Thanks, that would be super helpful. I didn't even realize some chapters were missing, I just thought they were just like sudden turns of events that the reason would be revealed later on in the story. I'll definitely check out the comments, cuz i seriously can't move on when a story has holes.