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Have you read Painter behind the curtain? I just finished reading it yesterday and istg it's so good. My heart hurt so much for the uke. You can see the reviews it's all positive. It's not really what you want but the seme does hurt uke because he is selfish. So yeah you should read that if yoi haven't read it already.
any BLs where the seme hurts the uke while he's in denial of his own feelings then it affects him? kind of like The Third Ending but more angsty