I dropped this and came back, & its still on bs.

See, no matter how much i dislike a character, i always give them some room to have some sort of character development, but in this case, its just hasnt been executed well at all.

-no offence to the author, but at this point, it looks like they are just grasping at straws & putting anything they come up with in the plot. Yahwi has been such an asshole on the brink of redemption for 50+ chapters, REPEATEDLY invalidating, and ignoring and even sexually assaulting Jooin and the author just slaps on the "bad past" trope to compensate and give explanation to his actions. Backstories are usually used to emit empathy from your readers, but honestly, I (most of us as well i assume) am not feeling that at all.

- He never once even expressed how he felt towards Jooin from his point of view (indirectly or directly) and even went as far to say he doesnt like Jooin, but he doesnt want to lose something he had in his hands. He turned a blind eye towards his friends rumors, invalidated Jooins feelings and made it seem like he was being sensitive about it. heard Jooin say "stop, no", watched him cry & pass out every time he has sex with him, yet NEVER apologized (well he didnt even seem frickin sorry) and then all of sudden hes like
"oh i have a tragic past so thats why i treated Jooin like utter crap lol" and even proceeds to express that he treated Jooin that way because Jooin doesnt remember his sorry ass? lmfao how old is he?? how can you sum up all the conflict that happened as a JUST 'miscommunication'??

- The author just realized that Yahwi was too much of an asshole and just adds any random shit to his character to amp up his pity party and calls it a day