I didn’t say anything like why he is thirsty.i said that being thirsty shouldn’t mean that you can take his pants off and fuck him right after there. He could take it slowly, I don’t know,kissing, touching his body, being naked etc. To be exact, I expect some intimacy for their first time.
The thing about sex scene: of course it doesn’t mean but it can also, rather than my feelings I’m interpreting things regarding author’s work. We have similar part when akihiko forced himself onto haruki ok that time i could understand that feelings weren’t mutual and akihiko was in a bad mood so it came out this way but when we look at shizu and hiragi part both of them are in love each other, moreover hiragi genuinely confessed his love, while it can be reflected very romantically and intensely why author chose a way that it turned out so toxic and forceful. When all of us looked at the same scene some of reader are debating about it is rape or consensual or pure desire. That means something is wrong if we have a controversy about the issue and still there is an urge to explain and find evidence
I love hiragi very much but i just felt very uncomfortable how his first time was reflected thats all.
You didn’t sound mean or anything thank you for sharing your opinion
To be honest, I didn’t like the sex part at all. The point is not about being consensual, yes all of us know that hiragi said don’t stop bla bla, the point is Shizu we’ve known so far loved hiragi very sincerely,he thought that his love was unrequited but after hearing the confession how he responds it was very disturbing and disappointing for me. I mean if you’re so thirsty then enjoy the moment, discover every part of his body, make love with him. but noo shizu chose to f*ck him immediately as if he is making a score even though this was hiragi’s first time being bottom yeah good for him. I think author has a thing for taking pants off and immediate fuck because the first sex scene of akihiko and haruki was also portrayed with the similar way