I think some people tend to forget that Tia is pushing Cedric away not just to respect « some kind of past plot » but most of all because she has a deep-rooted hatred for herself. She’s a woman who lived a past life destroying others’s life so she could survive. Because it was the only way she knew how to. She’s deeply marked by that and the scars it left in her will probably never go away. She’s also an abused child. She doesn’t love herself nor feel deserving of love. She feels like Cedric would be unhappy with her and feel a HUGE amount of guilt towards him, more than any normal person could comprehend.
Like.. cut her a bit of slack. She’s really trying her best even if in the wrong way sometimes. Her issues are way more complicated than « but if you’re in love you should be happy together! »
I think some people tend to forget that Tia is pushing Cedric away not just to respect « some kind of past plot » but most of all because she has a deep-rooted hatred for herself. She’s a woman who lived a past life destroying others’s life so she could survive. Because it was the only way she knew how to. She’s deeply marked by that and the scars it left in her will probably never go away. She’s also an abused child.
She doesn’t love herself nor feel deserving of love. She feels like Cedric would be unhappy with her and feel a HUGE amount of guilt towards him, more than any normal person could comprehend.
Like.. cut her a bit of slack. She’s really trying her best even if in the wrong way sometimes. Her issues are way more complicated than « but if you’re in love you should be happy together! »
On an other note, last chapter was savage af.