is that yaoi...?
Yes
But i generally wanna see recoms
I know it’s what you asked for but warning anyways that it’s pretty jarring:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/boy_meets_maria/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/stigma_marloong/
maybe it's from this author....?
https://www.mangago.zone/r/l_search/?name=Penguin%20Frontier
Searching for a manga that represents rape n a more realistic fashion