this is soo good, I cry when he open up T^T

Yep, I guess since they were never really formal boyfriends the playboy played around a bit

*that situation* was where Rui didn't want to accept him while Yahiro had become his pillar/friend/fckbuddy for 16+ years. Remember he *jokingly* asked if he wanted to date and his face was just horrified? Yeah, that gotta hurt and if this wasn't BL, a normal person wouldn't have gone back to him.