Why did he text his friend like that? I don't get it. Can someone explain it to me?

Not exactly sure what it means but I honestly think it means if he feel like he doesn’t have a reason to live anymore then he should become takers with them

Yeah I think so too. Like go to a dark room and...

correct minus the part where he wants to die -coz chu need to be strong to control them lil scary hands and then take other's paradises away (ie kill them betches) to protect your own