damn i kinda understand maki since i'm also very insecure. i don't think i deserve to have...

damn i kinda understand maki since i'm also very insecure. i don't think i deserve to have such good friends that's why i kinda hope they leave me even though i know that with them, i'm enjoying myself.

even though he knows hana loves him, there's still part of him wishing he was happy with someone else.

i just hope that maki could overcome this mindset, unlike me.