It’s actually kinda good

Jaidas_bb_boiz June 8, 2021 5:26 pm

I was really hesitant to read this by I saw that it had rape in it but I read it anyway by there were ppl saying it was an omega top and I was intrigued. It’s actually kinda good if you overlook the fact that he was raped and forced, I really like the second couple a whole lot more than the first one tho. It was sweeter. The age gap tho has me thinking that he was tryna do something indecent with him when he was like 11 oof but yeah :/

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    Lynda79 June 10, 2021 2:21 am

    Thankfully he didn't show omega symptoms till he was 18. So Ren was 24 (?). I think a 6yr gap if I remember. Ren is the best part of this manga I swear.

    Jaidas_bb_boiz June 10, 2021 2:56 am

    Yeah when Hikaru was 11 Ren was 17, that’s 6 years. I just thought that maybe Ren liked him for a while instead of suddenly liking him when he just became an omega. Usually feelings don’t sprout the moment you realize it could work out with someone. Like say u were friends with someone of the same sex but ur gay and they are straight but you have a lot of gay friends around you. And then suddenly that one straight friend comes out as gay too and ur like omg I’m in love with you now bc ur gay too! It’s like this situation where Ren has other omegas around him, but he’s friends with a beta for a really long time. Then when that beta becomes an omega he falls in love with him. Don’t you think it’s kinda odd? I’m sure he must have had feelings for him for a much longer time when he was still a beta, and when he realized Hikaru was an omega, he got excited bc he knew he could be with him. He was 18 when he was identified as an omega, so Ren must have liked him before that, no? When he was in his 20s and Hikaru was still a teenager. I mean I guess there isn’t much wrong with it if he only thought of innocent couple things like holding hand and hugging etc. but the age gap got me thinking of the worst, like pedo vibes. That’s most likely due to the influence of other yaois I’ve read that always have to be indecent. But despite all of that, I’m glad that the author waited to have Ren make a move when Hikaru was of age, even if he did attack him at first. Makes me grateful that Hikaru didn’t become an omega when he was underage. Idk if I would have been okay with it all if something horrible happened to him when he was still a “child”. I hope that all made sense. I always ramble when I have something on my mind. Sorry lol

    Lynda79 June 10, 2021 3:48 am
    Yeah when Hikaru was 11 Ren was 17, that’s 6 years. I just thought that maybe Ren liked him for a while instead of suddenly liking him when he just became an omega. Usually feelings don’t sprout the moment ... Jaidas_bb_boiz

    Ramble on friend! I do too! I think you're right. Maybe he liked him for a while but because he was beta he felt like he couldn't make a move or whatever because of family responsibilities? Then when he was of age, kinda, he was an omega and therefore not only kinda legal but available to mate? Also, maybe he was in rut? Or got nuked by omega pheromones? Something like that, but he felt so horrible about it he did pheromone training so he wouldn't lose his cool again? Sorry, I love Ren.

    Jaidas_bb_boiz June 10, 2021 5:20 am
    Ramble on friend! I do too! I think you're right. Maybe he liked him for a while but because he was beta he felt like he couldn't make a move or whatever because of family responsibilities? Then when he was of ... Lynda79

    I know I love him too, he’s just so sweet. I’m glad that Hikarus mom stopped him just in time. I think it was his pheromones bc if it was his Rut I don’t think he would have held back, even after the mom tried to stop him. I really love how he regretted what he did and tried to fix it. That was just so sweet. I would love to have him as mine but ya know that’s not gonna happen. It’s just wishful thinking. I think he’s kinda perfect lol the bad boy type but sweet and thoughtful. It’s just so hot I love it hehehe. Also I’m lying down in bed at the moment and moved my head a bit and one of my curls fell in my face. I thought it was a bug so I just slapped the crap out of myself and it really hurts lolol

    Lynda79 June 10, 2021 11:24 am
    I know I love him too, he’s just so sweet. I’m glad that Hikarus mom stopped him just in time. I think it was his pheromones bc if it was his Rut I don’t think he would have held back, even after the mom ... Jaidas_bb_boiz

    At least I'm not the only one who does that lol