I fell in love with a boy 8 years younger than me. Plus, I am teacher. But I just want to ...

Was that boy a minor? And your student?

He was. Right now he's turning 18 (which is legal in my country)
I am not thinking about staying with him though we never did inappropriate things.
Still hurts.

Ew and you're a teacher you should be ashamed your pedo

Go ahead and researched what pedophilia means. You can't use that word so easily. Psychologists take hours and hours of sessions to deem someone as pedophilic. It's not that simple. Don't throw it there like it's child's play.

Thanks.
I am sure I am not pedophile a most like people of my age

The thing is falling in love is different than like. I like Adult people.
And Fell in love with a younger one.
That was a very rare case for me.