He does not know I’m assuming.. he just wants comfort which he had taken away from him by that bastard
i think he don't want more people he cares about to die, think with me his brother and sister had died, his friend baji have died, every person that is next to him dies and he can't do nothing to stop it, they all died because someone was after mikey (aside from his brother, because it was supposed to be a gift from kazutora the bike) i think he disbanded (this word is right?) towan to protect the people who is still at his side and he still have that "dark side" so yeah, idk
maybe i guessed wrong, but well is just my opinion ╮(￣▽￣)╭
what the heck mikey want actually??