Shitty life

Ssammyaoi June 5, 2021 3:31 pm

You know what, I hate my father. I'm being thrown out just because I like the same gender. He said to me "You clearly have sickness in mind." And know what he did? He sell me everytime he got the chance. It's already bad that I have been experiencing discrimination in school and work. It's already bad that I am almost selled to a church cult. What the hell is this.

What the hell did I do wrong to deserve this? Does loving someone with the same gender make me a criminal? If not, then why are they acting like I murder someone or I committed an unforgivable crime to everyone. The fuck.

Responses
    Ssammyaoi June 5, 2021 3:35 pm

    They should have just kill me when they got the fucking chance instead of me living and suffering for this shit hell hole. But my brother would be alone then... i'm so sorry, jacob...

    pansexual June 5, 2021 3:46 pm

    I can understand it's so pain full in which country you are in...?

    maja June 5, 2021 4:02 pm

    I'm so sorry you have to go through that, it's really a shame how most of people still do not accept lgbtq+. Sadly I do not think those kind of people can change so you should just try ignoring them and move out of your toxic household. Also never forget that someones always gonna be there for you, I'm sure your brother loves you a lot :) It's gonna be better soon I promise <3 (⌒▽⌒)

    Ssammyaoi June 5, 2021 4:13 pm
    I can understand it's so pain full in which country you are in...? pansexual

    I used to lived with my aunt in the US but right now i'm currently living in philippines.

    Ssammyaoi June 5, 2021 4:15 pm
    I'm so sorry you have to go through that, it's really a shame how most of people still do not accept lgbtq+. Sadly I do not think those kind of people can change so you should just try ignoring them and move ou... maja

    I'm trying for the sake of my brother. But my brother beat up because of me and all i could do was shield him and take the beatings. I feel horrible so right now, I'm trying to save up some money for both of us and so we can live far or even live in another country for his future.

    Ssammyaoi June 5, 2021 4:17 pm
    I'm so sorry you have to go through that, it's really a shame how most of people still do not accept lgbtq+. Sadly I do not think those kind of people can change so you should just try ignoring them and move ou... maja

    Yes, I'm lucky enough that my brother did not take traits of any of my families personality. He is a sweet child and understanding to me, so I will do everything for him to have a life full of love and happy even though it's only me, i hope he is okay with it because we are only two, we can't count on the people around us.

    maja June 5, 2021 4:26 pm
    I'm trying for the sake of my brother. But my brother beat up because of me and all i could do was shield him and take the beatings. I feel horrible so right now, I'm trying to save up some money for both of us... Ssammyaoi

    Have you ever tried calling a VAWC hotline? I think it would be the best for you to report them because no child deserves that kind of treatment. I had a similar case and I ended up in some kind of institution, it's way better than living with my parents

    Ssammyaoi June 5, 2021 4:30 pm
    Have you ever tried calling a VAWC hotline? I think it would be the best for you to report them because no child deserves that kind of treatment. I had a similar case and I ended up in some kind of institution,... maja

    I can do that.... but my brother doesn't want too. He... he love our parents even thou he gets beaten up when im not around or when im at work.. he loves them so much... i remember him saying to me that he want a happy family like other people and ask why our family is so different, i can never bring myself to answer him, I am afraid to see him get and hurt....

    pansexual June 5, 2021 5:31 pm
    I can do that.... but my brother doesn't want too. He... he love our parents even thou he gets beaten up when im not around or when im at work.. he loves them so much... i remember him saying to me that he want... Ssammyaoi

    well I don't know what type of people in your family but all I can say that if they can't understand LGBT so it's stupidity to tell them better pretend a normal person and avoid marriage by making excuses bring success and get yourself a better life live where people can understand you and there are many people who are like family in LGBT community so they can also comfort you and your brother

    Ssammyaoi June 5, 2021 6:45 pm
    well I don't know what type of people in your family but all I can say that if they can't understand LGBT so it's stupidity to tell them better pretend a normal person and avoid marriage by making excuses bring... pansexual

    I just to live a happy good life with my brother. That's all I ask. It's okay for me to be discriminated as long as my brother don't experience beating or getting bullied because of what i am. I can just ignore those people that say mean things to me but when it come to jacob, i can't do that. What im afraid the most is what if the time comes that he'll hate me for being like this? And i don't really want that so i am trying really hard :)

    pansexual June 5, 2021 7:39 pm
    I just to live a happy good life with my brother. That's all I ask. It's okay for me to be discriminated as long as my brother don't experience beating or getting bullied because of what i am. I can just ignore... Ssammyaoi

    don't worry it's happening to all we feel that "now even our most nearest hated no one love you but when you are really danger like near to die or accident that time you can see their true self" so this little argument not mean the nearest person is actually hate you so don't give up
    hope for you and your brother find happiness and don't be upset You may not get a good family but you have got a brother
    and we also with you ~ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~