I slept with my parents until I was 13 years old..then my half-sister moved in and I slept...

Ashamed v.v June 25, 2016 5:29 am

I slept with my parents until I was 13 years old..then my half-sister moved in and I slept with her until I was 16 years old. When she moved out and got married, I slept with my brother for a year and a half. Now, i'm about to be 19 years old. Not a day in my life have I ever slept alone. Currently, since my brother and my sister are both married now..and i'm too big to sleep with my parents...I sleep with my two dogs - Toad and Buddy. I also have to sleep with my t.v. on at night so I can hear voices...the voices help me believe that there is a person with me. I can't help but wonder what i'll do when i'm completely alone.

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    Lolz June 25, 2016 5:40 am

    Lol i do the same. Im 21 and i have a hard time sleeping alone. Im 21 and im always find it desperate to find someone to sleep with, well i feel blessed im bisexual so i dont rly have that much preference on who i share my bed with. I always sleep with someone or use asmr when i dont have anyone to sleep with. make me feel not alone. Maybe asmr will work with you too? Idk

    midnight_tea June 25, 2016 7:32 am

    Me too..i am used to sleep with my sis and mother for a long time until 17 yo. After that i went to college with dorms so i sleep with my friends. The first time i sleep alone when i was 22 yo. At first couldn't even close my eyes because i was to scared so to be able to sleep i have to turn music on and turn on the small lamp besides my bed..I feel you T__T

    AuliaKireina June 25, 2016 7:59 am

    Me too. I'd slept with my mom until I was 22. Then I'd live abroad for 2 years and I lived in dorm so I shared a room. When I went back home, I've been sleepin my mom again until now. If my mom has to go to another city, I would sleep in the living room with the tv is on. I never sleep in the dark room, light should be on.

    MaggieMary June 26, 2016 9:50 am

    I thought I was the only one who wasn't able to sleep alone omg ... It is almost reassuring to hear your words. Thank you ahaha ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

    Anonymous June 26, 2016 1:31 pm

    I am so relieved to hear that there are other people out there who just can't sleep alone. I've always felt ashamed that I sleep with my mother, because none of my friends did the same thing. But now I know that I'm not alone, so it's all good!