Hehehe, me neither, but my brain rules over my heart, i cant help it. I think the mangaka here was evil and a sadist. First boom he's dead, wtf? then oh! it was a dream, what a relive! and at last that subtle clue that you can overlook and leave you thinking and suffering. I mean if he is dead say it clearly, dont do that. Its hard to believe that he is refering to another chapter, besides I think the seme had already said that he loves him before so make no sense. Sorry, but you can do the same ive done read the last chapter again and forget the first story as Its has never existed, lalala
Hahaha, yeah its true, ive search the last panel and Ive just saw the uke's head, i recovered the faith!! aleluya!! xD Not really, i dont know anything anymore. As I said, I think its a trick of the mangaka to tease us and make us think and suffer, and anyone can interpreter it as they want or can. Anyway, I think that that chapter comes of nowhere, abruptely and has no place in the story. Its like she/he suddenly decided to write that kind of story and forced into it.
Well, its fiction, we can imagine what we want so I'll heed you in this and I'll believe it was a happy ending. (Although in my brain something is whispering me "no,no" hehe)
Osanai has to be dead. Otherwise, if he was alive, he wouldn't have known that he told the seme that he loves him. The fact that Osanai was fading away in the last few panels reinforces this idea.
......okay, fuck me. I don't want Osanai dead. My heart is breaking.