u cant magically understand something you dont understand, its not that easy.
he never had bad intentions, he just wanted to stop the guilt and maybe be on good terms with him.
plus, how can he explain to join when he himself needs an explination on his feelings?
if only he just realized and accepted that he is gay as fuck, no more problems lul
his intentions weren't that good lol. he very just wanted to approach joon to relieve his nightmares and guilt. if he didn't have those nightmares he probably wouldn't care about joon. i say he is proud because he is proud. he could explain to joon that he was confused about his feelings, but he didn't. as i said he's not a bad person. he's just human like everyone else, which is what makes him as a character enjoyable. accepting your sexuality isn't easy either. he probably never doubted he was straight until his kiss with joon. he's gonna have to take time to come to terms with the fact he likes men.
well he ofc had those nightmares because of guilt, i dont think he can explain his feelings to joon because as i said, he himself needs explination.
but yes he is kind of prideful, one of his problems- he just cant accept things bla bla bla
but i know theyd be so cute when he finally realizes and hooefully joon still likes him ;-;
I understand if he's confused about his sexuality and his feelings but he really shouldn't have approached kang joon with bad intentions in the first place, lead him on, then break his heart by not explaining himself properly. He's not a really bad person he's just way too proud