Okay… i will try to explain it.
So, it started in chapter 10, when seme suddenly kissed uke, and the uke who didn’t expect that punches seme in the face so strong he loses consciousness lol. And then he has a huge purple bruise under his eye. Well, that’s not important. So of course, seme got angry at uke as he has never been punched like that in his life. After some time they started having sex at seme’s room and he took a rod for penis lol (i guess that was his punishment for the uke). He put it in while fucking him and tears started falling from ukes eyes because he couldn’t come. But that wasn’t actual tears yet. After that they both came and the seme started telling something like “why did you come, i told to keep the rod inside”, deciding to put the rod back in. But uke didn’t like the rod (which is understandable, I don’t understand why i often see it in yaoi) and started actually crying because he didn’t want it. When seme saw this he put the rod away and kissed uke in the forehead or in the corner of his eye, something like that. That is it, yaiks. I think it’s kind of different from what you have read somewhere, and not so harsh, in my opinion. Sorry for my english if there are a lot of mistakes btw.
Want to drop this but I think I will read it for a little while. I already know what happen in ch 19 and that makes me sad. Apparently the bottom couldn't take it anymore and beg the rapist to stop and would even cry.Someone spoil me more.