woah thats a long paragraph I wouldn't read it too

very anonymous May 28, 2021 9:44 pm

You know I turned 18 today. I am not much of a birthday guy, I don't care who celebrates it or not. But I always celebrate other's birthdays even though my memory is the worst. I don't care but I had expectations. So I sat on my phone waiting for the messages. It's my 18th birthday it is a little bit special than the other ages for me. two of them congratulated me and one of them is not even that close with me(don't get me wrong I am VERY grateful for them and 3 of my friends made me a surprise party(a small one I promise, we are in a pandemic) so I love them all) I have a friend since 3rd grade and we were pretty close. She has a boyfriend now and we aren't that close anymore, I mean we always talk like we are but I don't feel like it anymore(it's her boyfriend ofc she will spend a lot of time talking with him and I am very happy she has him cause I don't talk that much, she talks a lot so she has someone to talk with and she is happy so that's all that matters at the end). It just hurts a little. My mental health isn't in a good condition and I needed her to text me. They probably fall asleep cause they don't want to fuck up their sleeping schedules, or they forget I don't blame them I always forget things. I KNOW THIS IS JUST A NORMAL DAY AND I FEEL GUILTY WRITING THIS, I WOULD NEVER EVER IMAGINE WRITING SOMETHING LIKE THIS, JUST THE IDEA MAKES ME CRINGE. I guess being anonymous helps a lot. But still, I can't help but feel a little sad. That's it, just wanted to write what I feel to feel better. Thanks for reading(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Responses
    yogshasbigdeckofcards May 28, 2021 11:24 pm

    happy birthday, hope the pandemic isn't being too hard on you. I'm not exactly the person you should be hearing this from because I'm in the same situation myself, but I just wanna let you know that things will get better. It might take a while and you might feel shitty for a longer time than you can tolerate, but it will get better. I love you bub, happy eighteenth you adult!!

    Vee May 28, 2021 11:33 pm
    I hope you realize you are like the rarest gems ever. I don't know why but I feel like I am talking to a someone I know for a long time. I just wish we could have met and hang out. Maybe in our next life. I lov... very anonymous

    WOW, YOU ARE AMAZING, I never expected such an influence on my feelings and such an incredible comment in such a long time, you are truly the best oh my lord. I was just browsing mangago and came across this (which I am quite grateful for), expecting a simple "thank you" in return, but this appears to be exactly the opposite— now that I think about it, I feel really at ease and like conversing with you; it's as if I've known you for years too! It's strange, but for some reason I feel compelled to meet and embrace you, as well as simply chat, but I'm not complaining— Once again, you're an incredible person, and I hope we'll cross paths in our next life. I love you too <3

    very anonymous May 30, 2021 10:54 am
    happy birthday, hope the pandemic isn't being too hard on you. I'm not exactly the person you should be hearing this from because I'm in the same situation myself, but I just wanna let you know that things will... yogshasbigdeckofcards

    Thank youu! I love you too<3 We can get through this. Good luck(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    very anonymous May 30, 2021 11:04 am
    WOW, YOU ARE AMAZING, I never expected such an influence on my feelings and such an incredible comment in such a long time, you are truly the best oh my lord. I was just browsing mangago and came across this (w... Vee

    Wow, you are like one of the kindest people I've ever talk in my life! I have never expected to feel this way and get this many encouraging comments when I'm posting this. I’m gonna frame this comment section and put it on my walls so I can look at it whenever I feel depressed lmao. I hope we can cross paths in our life too. Wish you the best life ever!<3