WAIT WHERE’S THE REST OF MY MESSAGES&:&/&/&-@-@-@
Just lemme write it again damn
I’m sure that your friend is luckiest to have you in her life like you’re even concerned about her happiness and stuff and that’s totally amazing you’re such a nice person
Please enjoy your day to the fullest because you deserve to be happy today and every day (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
Reading this paragraph was well worth it, and I hope you feel better— like the person above stated, your sentiments are really genuine, and I'm sure you handled it far better than anybody could,, I don't know you well, but your mental and physical well is really important!!! You must be strong and hopeful for the greater good (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Also, congrats on your 18th birthday!!! It's a significant deal to become that old, and it's a huge event in your life, so happy birthday again!! You're a strong guy!
also, if anyone has something going on with their lives and needs to talk with someone can write me. And because we are anonymous here it's so much easier to talk. I can assure you that sharing with someone makes the problem look so much smaller. I was sad a moment ago and look at me now. crying from happiness.
You know I turned 18 today. I am not much of a birthday guy, I don't care who celebrates it or not. But I always celebrate other's birthdays even though my memory is the worst. I don't care but I had expectations. So I sat on my phone waiting for the messages. It's my 18th birthday it is a little bit special than the other ages for me. two of them congratulated me and one of them is not even that close with me(don't get me wrong I am VERY grateful for them and 3 of my friends made me a surprise party(a small one I promise, we are in a pandemic) so I love them all) I have a friend since 3rd grade and we were pretty close. She has a boyfriend now and we aren't that close anymore, I mean we always talk like we are but I don't feel like it anymore(it's her boyfriend ofc she will spend a lot of time talking with him and I am very happy she has him cause I don't talk that much, she talks a lot so she has someone to talk with and she is happy so that's all that matters at the end). It just hurts a little. My mental health isn't in a good condition and I needed her to text me. They probably fall asleep cause they don't want to fuck up their sleeping schedules, or they forget I don't blame them I always forget things. I KNOW THIS IS JUST A NORMAL DAY AND I FEEL GUILTY WRITING THIS, I WOULD NEVER EVER IMAGINE WRITING SOMETHING LIKE THIS, JUST THE IDEA MAKES ME CRINGE. I guess being anonymous helps a lot. But still, I can't help but feel a little sad. That's it, just wanted to write what I feel to feel better. Thanks for reading(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ