I been trying find this bl for a long time probably since I found this website like I thin...

I been trying find this bl for a long time probably since I found this website like I think the bottom had a crush on the top and he wanted to have sex with him for the first and last time but they kept going and I remember this one scene where they were at the libary and the bottom was talking to someone and the top got jealous

I know it’s not a lot but if anyone read it or remembers the name pleas tell me