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He didn't say that he was in love with him from the beginning, but that he slowly fell in love with him and was interested in him from the beginning but only later realizing it was actually love.
And even so, he tried to suppress it and had many lovers (like the actor), so he slept with people after realizing his love for Yuuto, too.
Then how does Ryu going to explain about Yuuto finding him s•x with a man when he was young? Didn't he say he was in love with him in the first place or did he find someone as Yuuto's replacement to satisfy his desire and love for Yuuto? can someone tell?