Kinda unrelated to your topic but idk
I think our brain is something like cloud system it kinda store up everything. And dreams like different pieces from that cloud coming together. And they have no meaning really, you can even see having sex with your cousin but that doesn't mean you love them or you don't see them as a family.
I just got sick or romanticizing having a dream about an assaulte and the one who assaulted them as if it's a sign
That's why i said kinda unrelated lol. Manga characters are lucky because they can see person they love in their dreams (I am not talking about this one) They kiss, they have sex but me ?? I only want to see Loki yet I never saw.
Dreams don't show you what you desire in this case
Dreams show you what you fear and your trauma, just because there was no entering doesn't mean it's not rape, and just cuz he is a guy doesn't mean he isn't traumatized