I'm not gonna lie Og Charlotte's unrequited love brought me to tears after experiencing it...

Oof... hopefully you've been able to move on. I've never really met a person that experienced this, so it's surprising to actually see someone fall deep in love while admitting that the other person is "trash", since most ppl I've encountered in this situation doesnt admit (or not aware) that the other is "trash".

Were you aware of their "trash" nature during or after your unrequited love? If during, did you still pine for them or tried to stop? I'm so sorry for being hella nosy, I'm just really curious since I've never experienced these things no matter how much I tried meeting ppl... Idk what it feels like to actually fall for someone so deeply... or at all...

If you're uncomfortable with the question or if you want to keep it private, then you don't need to answer. I'm just a very curious person who like knowing various thoughts and emotions, that's all...

I don't mind at all but in fact want to warn other too
To answer your question
I had NO idea he was trash while we were together though we were not together for long

He was a newboy at school and ironically I swore to myself that I will not be near him because it's too cliche
Yknow
BUT at the end of the year we strted chatting through the internet and went straight for the lover route without being 'friends' first
We clicked really well
Now that I think back he never did anything special or heartfelt for me
But before I realize it I was way too deep down already

So moving on to when we were actually together I followed him around school and we just hang aroud like normal couple (but nothing intimate I was so innocent back then)
He had many GIRL-friends from the start but he told me not to mind them and I DID as he said I never ask about anything related to other girls
But one day out of no where he dumped me (over the phone) saying he was "Busy studying" for exams and that we could get together after exams
I was heart broken and did not want to get back together
So we actually broke up without me know anything

He actually had a girlfriend even and during we were together
AND I WAS THE SIDECHICK!!???
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I felt so bad for his girlfriend and for me
he was attracted to my feet that was why he approached me
For Fucks sake ┗( T﹏T )┛

That wasn't even the worst part
He and one of my best friend got together after all that
my best friend knew what he did to me OBVIOUSLY but trusted him (=・ω・=)
I wished they were together for eternity sice I hated them (without hiding it) but they eventually broke up because of some other girl
╮(￣▽￣)╭

P.s. one of his close friend fortunately told me about all this after a year which helped me move on after 2 years

Yeah that was my story now I am struggling with trust issues and had never fell in love since then that really drained me I wasted buckets of tears for someone who does not treasure me as much
And Im totally fine right now but it will take maybe decades to put myself out there again

Oh geez!!! What an experience!!! It's good that they're out of your life, and it's a relief that you've moved on, but wow... :< what a rough early relationship tho. I can't blame you for having trust issues, but hopefully you find the right person that will truly treat you right ^^

I'm sorry for picking at old wounds, but thank you for sharing your story ^^

It feels good to finally talk it out so u actually help me
Thank you (●'◡'●)ﾉ
Wish u to never have to learn it the hard way


Ps Internet strangers are the best

Im glad to help ^^ also thank u for that <3