
mmm maybe it's because she's so indifferent nothing matters even though some things should imo? Like, I totally get the whole revenge thing or maybe if she went overboard and just killed everyone in her way,, I don't really agree but I understand now that it's in the past but ig it's cause she cares so little till there is visible disrespect. If she were like that to people for no reason it wouldn't be nice too but she isn't unnecessarily mean to them, which i am okay with. But her wanting to go into the green jewel house or whatever is a bit... I would get it if it would help her but the info of that house wouldn't really help her tbh so maybe what I don't like is that she's doing whatever she wants to get what she wants with disregard of others even if it isn't right ://. If it could help her then ig it wouldn't be this bad but she just wanted to see it lol. And actions have consequences,, her being stopped by the ml makes me unsatisfied because if she wants to break a rule or do something that she knows should clearly not be done, I don't want her to be able to get away with it thinking nothing would happen to her lol. Like this is practically their God's closed off garden bro; if she wants to play the "idgaf I can break it lol if I die then I die" card then let her? or at least make her get hurt so she knows how severe it is instead of letting the ml save her lol

I think I get where you’re coming from~
So you’re more annoyed by how the author is going about things?
But from my perspective…she has already faced the consequences for breaking the rules in a way, ya?
Even when she’s done nothing wrong, even without breaking any rules, or behaving in a way that shouldn’t be offensive to anyone……she’s had every single person she’s ever cared about betray and lead to/or directly cause her death and suffering.
So if you’ve already been punished over, and over, and over, etc. for rules you never broke in the first place….I for one would stop giving a rats ass about such rules let alone possible consequences from breaking them. Because I’ve already been punished.

But she’s treating the wrong people poorly lol those other families didn’t do shit to her other than crappy winter one. So why break into another family’s house who has their own struggles? Mind you, this is the incest, jewel eyes little boy house. I’d say their family is a bit more messed up than Hilse LMAOOO I mean, Jesus he was kidnapped and made a money bag and his mother ran away to avoid sleeping with her cousin o.O

rn we don't know much about the other two—whether or not they had a part in her torment or had tragedies of their own that she could stop this time around—but she has no business looking through their stuff esp if it's just out of curiosity!
ngl the ice guy tho... would tote break in to find blackmail so I could prevent him from ever messing w me ever again

Who said I didn't like it? Sure as hell not me? Who told you i didn't like it, point me to their direction so I can beat their ass because they're obviously making shit up to start some shit. I don't see see them so it must be you who needs to get their fucking eyes readjusted to read correctly. My your business if you can't use the pathetic brain of yours to actual speak some sense slow ass.

"she deserves her revenge and justice but she shouldn't disrespect others who weren't involved and are innocent"
In what world does it make sense to seek revenge and justice AND RESPECT side people. That's completely disregarding her entire struggle.
Scenario: My father was shot and killed by the police I want revenge and justice however I have the humbly respect the people in charge of the policeman who murdered my father because they weren't directly involved so that means they're innocent.
Sounds like bullshit. Sounds like you're asking for too much. Sound inconsiderate. Sounds overall stupid.
I get that she wants to find a way to die and end her suffering but idk why her trying to enter another family's door was annoying to me. Like I would get if you wanted to just try it out and give up after being rejected but she deliberately tried to break it even after knowing one shouldn't and then she has to be stopped by the ml? lol. I know she was wronged really badly in her previous past lives and rules don't really matter to her anymore but sometimes her not giving a fuck thinking she can do anything kinda makes me feel distaste lol.